“Honestly, i don’t think that really matters, i think the most important thing is the NOW. Do you know where you are now and what you are doing?”
❛ I don’t know where I’m going, or where I’ve been. ❜
Tag: thread
‘you can barely stand’
“i- Im fine…” He told her as he kept a hand on the wall.
But it was clear that she was right.
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He shook his head, gently caressing his arms. “I don’t mind, it won’t bother me because I really do only want to hold you tonight. I’m not going to keep you awake or anything, tonight I just want to show affection, and I’m capable of doing that without needing sex. I’m too worried about you to be turned on, actually.”
He kissed the back of his shoulders before he pulled the Doctor off of the couch. “Remember when I used to sneak into the barn and we’d sleep in the same bed there so that you didn’t have nightmares? It wasn’t sexual, just… comforting. Romantic in a strange way. I guess I never imagined that we’d ever have that type of relationship again, but I do want that for us. I want more than just sex, Doctor. I want to be your best friend again and the one you rely on, the one you can have fun with outside of physical lust. You’re so much more to me than someone I just want to fuck.”
The Doctor smiled down at him.
He was the best. The best boyfriend ever.
He nods, showing that he remembers and a smile crosses his face at the memory. It was a sweet time, when he could be with his love and not worry, wrapped in his arms, nothing could touch him.
He paused outside of his room and pulled him into a sweet kiss.
“I love you Koschie, thank you. You are the best boyfriend i ever had and i will never have another other than you.” he told him softly.
(After glow of the bonding) i never thought this day would come. (12)
The Master was still curled up with him, his head against the Doctor’s chest as he listened to his hearts. “I didn’t, either,” he said softly, tracing the darkened blue-violet mark of his name that was now a permanent tattoo on Theta’s collarbone, giving a soft pleased sigh at the warmth that spread through both their bodies when he did so. It was comforting, a radiance that couldn’t ever be removed through any of their regenerations – the marks would appear on any new bodies, it was something he knew innately. And they’d have that warmth any time the marks were touched by their mate, more if they were licked or kissed.
He was exhausted from how long they’d spent making love to intensify their bond so strongly, but it was a happy sort of exhausted. “If I’d ever known that you would dare to do this even though it had been forbidden for me, I would have asked to bond a long time ago, but it doesn’t matter. You’re my husband now, and that’s enough. I never actually thought I could ever be this happy, Doctor. I thought we were cursed to forever hurt each other. I’m glad we get to start over.”
The Doctor felt bliss as he lay in bed, legs tangled, arms wrapped around the other and pure happiness rushing through him…
when had he been this happy? he couldn’t remember.
“Husband… oh… i like that, i really really love that.”
he kissed his temple lovingly.
“I guess i should have told back when i had cockatoo hair.”
“shit, i’ve never thought about that before.” (10)
The Master chuckled, grinning cheekily as he ruffled his hair. “It’s not surprising, your mind never did work quite as fast as mine,” he told him.
“I can’t be sure that it would work, and if it did, it likely wouldn’t be permanent, but exposure to the heart of the TARDIS might cancel out some of the effects I’ve still got from looking into the untempered schism.”
He shifted nervously.
“But, what if it hurts you?”
Bonding would probably be a better bet than this.
“I cant loose you Koschei..” he whispered softly.
@canspotatimeagent – a starter from Owen Harper.
Owen swallowed as he sat, on the ground, hand over the wound that he had in his side. From his own personal inspection, he would probably be fine…
If he could get help that is. The Stab wound wasn’t too deep, and he was very lucky it missed everything and anything.
He had to get help as he he was bleeding out, but he couldn’t move. The only thing left to do was to ring someone. He did not want to ring Gwen, Tosh would probably panic and he didn’t think he was really that good of friends to ring ianto at this hour… so that left Jack.
“Jack…? Y-yeah its, its Owen… i um, you see, i’m sort of i’m a bad situation…” He too a deep breath, trying to make his voice less strained, only for it to hitch at the pain it cause… shit, did they break a rib as well when they threw him into the wall?
“Can- can you… can you come… help? Im sorta seeing orange…” he said gritting his teeth, not wanting for him to panic, but still using the codeword that he usually used for non-fatally injured.
‘shh, it was just a nightmare.’ (Sort of a continuation with 12th Doctor because of our other thread)
He gasped violently awake, not even remembering the dream- no nightmare.
The Doctor was shaking, crying and a scream got stuck in his throat.
He felt like he was on the brink of a panic attack, his hearts racing.
It must have been something terrible for his mind to instinctively block the memory of it, yet the after effects of it still lingered.
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“The vault,” he pointed out as if it should have been obvious, walking over to join him at the console. “She’s making an absolute racket in there, I’m not surprised you’re about to head out to get away from it. Where were you planning to go?”
He ran his fingers along the levers and buttons, frowning slightly when he realised the Doctor wasn’t even close to the ones he’d need to use for takeoff. Maybe he hadn’t been planning on going anywhere after all. Something felt wrong, though, because normally the Doctor would look at him while they were speaking if he weren’t actually doing anything at the console.
“The Vault is wide open, not even locked, she should stop complaining. I would have thought she would have ran off by now and stolen a vortex manipulator.”
He replied to him.
He sighed without sound and turned away from the console, leaning against it.
He could never go anywhere now, not without relearning where all the buttons where… and that was quite the dangerous task.
“So… was that the only reason you came here for?”
❛ I know what you’re doing. You’re trying to take control. ❜
The Doctor paused in front of his console, not exactly knowing where the buttons where, thats why he wasn’t traveling but has been parked on the University grass since he became blind.
He didn’t answer him at first, but then said.
“What are you talking about? What control?”
he had never been in control of anything, especially not his life.
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The Master laughed and undid the towel, letting it fall to the floor. “It’s okay to look,” he teased, standing up and playing with the Doctor’s bow tie. “Although, the polite thing to do would be to take some of your clothes off so that this isn’t so awkward.”
Heh, he enjoyed seeing him so flustered. “You came to ask me to go on a naked adventure? I never would have expected that if you, good to know you can still surprise me,” he added, a playful lilt in his voice. “It’s weird to take me on a naked adventure if I’m the only one without clothing, though, isn’t it?”
The doctor still refused to take his hand away from his eyes.
There was no way that the other could convince him to do so.
“No! Not a naked adventure! a normal, clothed adventure!”
Tho now he had random thoughts about that nude planet that had heard about where it was actually rude to be clothed.
NO! Bad Doctor!
drapetxmaniia - The Urge to run away 