Alone"

I’m so confused in a world of hate,
I just want everybody to wait
Let me grow up
Let the world roll along
Just stop all the insults
From my classmates

Is this my fate?
To forever await the end?
To scream in my head
The pain I feel so deep inside
The hurt, the names, and all the lies

I’m so confused in a world of hate,
The pain I have , so very great,
I long for the end
If only people knew
all I ever needed was just a friend

But now I see the end approaching
and now I can leave this world of insults and tormenting
and go home.

© Emily
Published: January 2008

Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/feeling-alone

Do You Ever Remember?

Friends forever,
Do you remember saying that together?
Do you remember making angels in the snow?
Sitting and watching the sunset glow?

Do you remember what you used to say?
That you would be there for me every single day?
Do you remember when you would grab my hand and we would run off to play,
I think of that while I ask for you to come back to me when I pray

Do you ever look back?
And wish you hadn’t?
Do you ever remember?
Or wish we were still friends forever?

I do.

When you meet those girls,
Did you ever think this would happen?
That it would make you dampen?
That you would start to ignore me?
Tell me that friends forever could no longer be?

That you would spread rumours,
Because they thought it was cool?
That you would make boys fight over you, in a pathetic duel?

Do you remember when we thought those guys were jerks?

I do.

You stabbed me in the back,
You threw my life off track,
I thought you were my friend,
But that has come to an end,

I just want to know, do you ever regret it?
Do you ever want to mend it?
Do you ever remember?

I do.

The Stars Above

Orange and Pink shoot across the sky,
I can see it from where I lie,
The sun is setting, going to sleep,
The dark surrounds, like the ocean deep,

The stars come, twinkling lights,
Glittering diamonds, What a sight,
I lie in the grass and up I stare,
My body goes numb as I forget all my cares

I like to gaze up at the stars,
So I can forget my cares and all my scars,

I have no one to look after me,
The real me is someone no one can see,
So I’ll wait until I find some sort of love,
And until then it’s just me and the stars above.

© Emily
Published: March 2009

Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/when-i-was-lonely

yourbestfriendmissy:

Hello! Ladies and Gentlemen – Boys and girls, Humans and aliens and everything in between! This is Missy, Coming in loud and clear.

Now, Im sure you all know who i am and i don’t need to tell you.
So im just here to say that Ive restarted this blog 2 days ago – thanks to that show you earthlings watch, staring my boyfriend.

As much as i like seeing myself on TV, there was one -well many to be honest- Thing that i did not like! That was me- lying dead- having been shot in the back!

Guys! Do you really think- Me- Missy- The Master- the one person who does everything to strive to stay alive, would shoot myself in the back?!

No! of course not…! 
So im here to say that i disagree, in a angry Scottish way, and do not accept this. No-serie. Na-ah. No-way. 
Im here to say that i’m Alive and well and still learning to be good.

And if you want to interact with me – well thats rather simple.
Just click that little heart or reblog this post if you are a sideblog (like myself).
Once thats done, ill have a look and see about making a starter for you.

Tho i am quite picky on who i talk too, as i cant really talk to someone with a lower intelligence than myself now can i? They wouldn’t have a clue about what in say to them and it would just get boring and i’d probably kill them…