Theta formed a mental version of himself and stood by Koschei’s side. “I want to get closer.”
Koschei reached out and pulled him into his arms.
“Nope, i can’t let you do that.” he kissed the top of his head.Theta huffed. “Why?”
“Because i know you, you’ed probably do something.” He kissed his temple.
“I just want to see.”
“keep a hold of my hand then… ill walk with you.” He didn’t tell him that the closer he would get the louder and more painful they would get.
Theta formed a mental version of himself and stood by Koschei’s side. “I want to get closer.”
Koschei reached out and pulled him into his arms.
“Nope, i can’t let you do that.” he kissed the top of his head.Theta huffed. “Why?”
“Because i know you, you’ed probably do something.” He kissed his temple.
Theta formed a mental version of himself and stood by Koschei’s side. “I want to get closer.”
Koschei reached out and pulled him into his arms.
“Nope, i can’t let you do that.” he kissed the top of his head.
Theta reached up to Koschei’s temples. “Let me?”
Koschei kissed his hands.
“Only if you don’t touch or try to take them. You may only listen.”“I promise to only listen and not take.”
“I shall be severely disappointed in you if you break that promise.” he warned, before letting him touch his temples, eyes closing at the feeling of him entering his mind.
Theta always thought Koschei’s mind felt like a sunlit field of red red grass. Warm. Welcoming. Cozy. Home. But…there was a shadow on the horizon. A storm. “The drums…”
“The constant gray clouds on the horizon…” he murmured.
-See?- he formed a mental version of himself and gestured to the ‘horizon’
-Not so bad right now… but when it is… it’s an unstoppable thunderstorm.-
Theta reached up to Koschei’s temples. “Let me?”
Koschei kissed his hands.
“Only if you don’t touch or try to take them. You may only listen.”“I promise to only listen and not take.”
“I shall be severely disappointed in you if you break that promise.” he warned, before letting him touch his temples, eyes closing at the feeling of him entering his mind.
Theta reached up to Koschei’s temples. “Let me?”
Koschei kissed his hands.
“Only if you don’t touch or try to take them. You may only listen.”
“Yeah…” he sighed.
Koschei definitely wasn’t pleasant on those days… and Theta was an angel, looking after him and making sure he ate.Koschei kissed him gently in thanks.
“You okay?”
“Right now, yes…. who knows what the morning will bring” he sighed.
It was horrible to dread every day and ask yourself if the drugs will stay soft today or want to hurt you.“I wish with both my hearts that I could help you. That I could take it.”
He nuzzled him.
“To take it out, I’d agree… but never to let you put it in your own mind. I would never allow that.”“Why not? My sanity is not so fragile.” Lies. He was more prone to madness than Koschei.
He kissed the top of his head.
“Because I’ve had them since I was 8, my mind has adapted and can cope somewhat… you my dear… you wouldn’t be able to cope… the’ you only see the outside results of the bad days… you really don’t want to hear the inside…” he told him softly.
“Yeah…” he sighed.
Koschei definitely wasn’t pleasant on those days… and Theta was an angel, looking after him and making sure he ate.Koschei kissed him gently in thanks.
“You okay?”
“Right now, yes…. who knows what the morning will bring” he sighed.
It was horrible to dread every day and ask yourself if the drugs will stay soft today or want to hurt you.“I wish with both my hearts that I could help you. That I could take it.”
He nuzzled him.
“To take it out, I’d agree… but never to let you put it in your own mind. I would never allow that.”
“Yeah…” he sighed.
Koschei definitely wasn’t pleasant on those days… and Theta was an angel, looking after him and making sure he ate.Koschei kissed him gently in thanks.
“You okay?”
“Right now, yes…. who knows what the morning will bring” he sighed.
It was horrible to dread every day and ask yourself if the drugs will stay soft today or want to hurt you.
“Yeah…” he sighed.
Koschei definitely wasn’t pleasant on those days… and Theta was an angel, looking after him and making sure he ate.
Koschei kissed him gently in thanks.
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